没有你的第二十八天

看到他在facebook 里一直和那女生聊天，很关心那女生，我的心就隐隐作痛，如刀割一般。为什么他说要单身，要多点时间和朋友，他觉得拍拖很烦，可是一转身就一直找那女生？你是骗我吧？不是想要单身，而是变心了？爱你，真的可以让我变得好傻，变得盲目了，变得你才是最重要的。唉，都算了吧，都算了吧。。写下了算发泄了心中的苦。

我转过头就会告诉自己，嗯，只要你开心就可以了，只要你喜欢就可以了。我要振作，要跟着开心，跟着笑！

Today went to meet up with hor shin, su xian and shiau peng at parade, sushi king. Chat for a few hours till 5pm and walked around till 6pm and back home. Result is coming i think. may be a few days more, i really scared i did very bad this time. hmm,wish me luck ba, i just wish not too bad. haiz, even during the exam i had think about him. i stopped writing my answer and think about him. omg. just wish me luck.

i miss you so much. just wanna tell you, i love you more and more as time goes by. sigh~~ you must be happy, ok? you must be healthy, ok? be brave pui yee, you can go through it. i believe i can.

i am starting to talk to myself here, am i going to be insane? haha, won't la, one month also don't have. just, be happy also. i can.